In the heart of Lahore, a personal quest to find a Kashmiri flag unfolds a deeper narrative about identity and recognition. As a Kashmiri student living in Pakistan, I anticipated celebrating October 24th by proudly displaying my national flag. Yet, a simple task revealed profound insights into the challenges faced by Kashmiris striving to preserve their identity within Pakistan.
Initially, I searched various shops for a Kashmiri flag, hoping to find one amidst the vibrant displays of Pakistani flags. Despite assurances from shopkeepers, my efforts were met with disappointment.
The irony was stark: in my homeland, the Pakistani flag is ubiquitous, readily available at every corner. But in Lahore, my search for the Kashmiri flag seemed almost futile.
With Independence Day approaching, I renewed my efforts, expecting that stalls selling patriotic paraphernalia would also stock the Kashmiri flag. On August 11th, I combed through stalls from Johar Town to Thokar Niaz Baig, only to be met with the same result. It was not until August 12th that I finally spotted a few worn-out Kashmiri flags nestled among the larger Pakistani ones. Grateful for this small victory, I purchased one and headed home.
As I walked with the flag, I noticed the curious and sometimes bewildered looks from passersby, shopkeepers, and even fellow students. Their stares conveyed a mix of unfamiliarity and discomfort. It was particularly disheartening when a classmate asked which country the flag represented.
Growing up, I had always celebrated both Pakistani and Kashmiri flags side by side, singing national anthems and chanting slogans of unity. Yet here, in Lahore, it seemed my own flag was not recognized or welcomed.
When I hung the flag in my classroom, the reaction was one of silent disapproval. As the class head boy, no one openly confronted me, but I could sense the unease.
My Kashmiri friend, however, was delighted, placing the flag proudly beside the classroom board. Despite our silent understanding, I knew controversy loomed, and I soon tucked the flag away to avoid conflict.
The following day, August 14th, I again carried the Kashmiri flag with me. The reactions were the same: confusion and curiosity. It struck me how deep-seated misconceptions about Kashmir persist in parts of Pakistan, where many remain unaware of our distinct identity and struggles.
This experience underscored the urgent need for dialogue and education about Kashmir’s unique cultural and political identity. It is crucial to foster an environment where the symbols of Kashmiri identity, like our flag, are not only recognized but also respected. As Pakistan and Kashmir navigate their intertwined histories, mutual understanding and acknowledgment are vital for peaceful coexistence.
While my search for a flag in Lahore might seem trivial, it reflects broader issues of identity and belonging that Kashmiris face daily. It is a call to action for greater awareness and appreciation of Kashmir’s rich heritage and aspirations, ensuring that our voices are heard and our symbols are seen in every corner of the world.
